jacksonn1 lit a candle on 13th March, 2010:

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Haigha lit a candle on 26th February, 2010:

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Thanks and good luck everyone! ;)

Mom lit a candle on 20th February, 2010:

Mikel had her baby boy yesterday. His name is Jack Dylan. He is so cute. Abby and Courtney are so cute. Abby really does not know what is going on and looks at the baby like how is that. Courtney is great wiht Abby they get along so well. Abby loves Gooch a lot and know she says dad's name.

keep a watch over all the new little ones in my life I know you will.

Love Mom

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Mom lit a candle on 23rd December, 2009:

It is almost here for favorite holiday Christmas. Dad put up the Santa in the front yard we have a tree. I miss buying you presents and seeing your face when you open them. I miss my handmade cards you gave me or the store bought ones. I know you are here with us but sometimes the spirirt is not enough for me but it will have to do. Merry Christmas Grace I Love you.

Mom lit a candle on 13th November, 2009:

Well Nicole it took me 6 times but I finally read the candle someone lit for you on Oct 8th. To the person who wrote on 10/8/09. Yes Nicole was and is still is loved by many people. Thank you for visiting Nicole's site and I am so very happy that Nicole helped you. Nicole my little girl you are the best always helping someone I guess you learned that from me. I miss you my little one. It has been cold out these past few days and I miss our hot chocolate nights with TV and our girly movies. I wish you were here to go to the movies with me. I was going to take a pair of your socks this morning but none of your socks are paired up. How did you find matching pairs oh thats right you didn't you would always take my socks. I would give anything to have you take my socks again.

Love Mom xxxxxxxxxxxoooooooooooooooooo

Anonymous lit a candle on 8th October, 2009:

I come to this site frequently, but particularly on this date.

I read the things the people who loved you have left, and I cry. The things your Mother says are the worst, they always bring the most tears.

You and I were acquaintances at best, but I cannot seem to let you go. I hope that wherever you are; be it Heaven, the Afterlife, wherever we go when we die, that you're happy. I hope that you see your family and how much they ache for you. The pain they feel is evident and it hurts to watch sometimes. It's good to see though, I think it may have saved my life.

You'll never be forgotten, Nicole, simply because you were loved so much and so hard by so many people. I hope wherever you are you know that.

I think you do.

Mom lit a candle on 2nd October, 2009:

Hi Little Girl,

Michael passed away on Sunday but you know that. Keep each other company and remember there is no arguing in heaven. Keep each other company and welcome him with a hug and say you are glad he is with you. Yes I am still telling you what to do.

Love Mom

gina lit a candle on 12th September, 2009:

Beautiful Nicole, how lovely you are in your pictures. Rest in peace in God's loving arms where you are safe and well. To the family, I am so very sorry for your loss of your beautiful Nicole. Please know that you will be united with her again very soon, and that she is well and safe in God's loving arms now. Stay strong and hold tightly onto the special memories. Much love to you all.

April, David, Drayden & Kieran lit a candle on 11th July, 2009:

Sorry, I'm a day late - Happy B'day Lil Sis! The hardest part is wondering what would have been...would you be married? have kids? or partying? (yeah, I know, still partying) But, we get to remember you always young and energetic and beautiful and goofy. Miss you more than you could imagine.

Esther lit a candle on 24th April, 2009:

Nicolio...I keep finding memories of you popping up in my head. I like these visits. Keep it up :)

Hugh Garrett lit a candle on 10th January, 2009:

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ashley lit a candle on 31st December, 2008:

Nicole,
Was your Christmas good? I know that is your favorite holiday.. you love those flippin christmas lights! lol
Its New years eve already?.. I cannot believe it. I keep picturing the year we had our "sleepover" for New Years we were like 10 or 11 years old and your mom had to call my mom to see if I could have some champagne when the ball dropped. That stuff was so gross! lol
But we drank it because it was alcohol.I miss those times.. Remember us down here and keep everyone safe. lOve you

Jean lit a candle on 25th December, 2008:

Hi Nicole just wanted to wish you and all the angels a joyous day. We miss you and cherish the time we had with you. Love You Nicole

Jean lit a candle on 18th December, 2008:

Hi Nicole, I went to Singer Sewing Center 2 weeks ago and at the door was a magazine I picked up and a couple of days later was looking through it and found your mom's quilt shop in it so went to her website and first thing that caught my eye was a memorial for you. My heart sank so of course I emailed your mom to find out what happened. Ernie and I went to Leesburg this past Tues. and visited with your mom and dad for a while was so nice seeing them, it had been 7 years since your dad and I worked together at ATTI and your mom used to bring you by there once in a while haven't seen you since you were about 13 or 14. Your mom gave me a picture of your senior prom and you looked so perfect and beautiful in the lovely pink dress your mom made - you made that dress look like a million dollars baby girl!! We have been raising butterflies for 2 years now, we have all the host and nectar plants and 13 species and I remembered even at 13/14 you loved butterflies. Now, of course, when the butterflies are dancing in our backyard I believe they are you and I don't look at any of them in the same way now - even in death you are touching people's hears young lady. Your mom and dad looked great on the outside, but know how deeply they miss you Nicole and wish you hadn't gone home so soon. Your mom's quilt shop is awesome like her!! My sister is a quilter and will be here the end of January and I am taking her to "A Quilters Dream" so she can go nuts. Since being in touch with your mom and dad again gives me great pleasure just wish I could have seen you again. You were and are a beautiful young woman who has touched many lives and made many friends that miss you sorely. A yellow sulphur butterfly was just fluttering around in the yard close to the screened in room and my thought was - that's Nicole saying thanks for visiting mom and dad. You rest sweet one and know we will all be home with you one day. Love You Nicole.

ashley lit a candle on 10th December, 2008:

Hey Cole,
Its Christmas time again! This year went by so fast. This is about the time that we used to have to go to Saint Marys and practice every Wednesday and Sunday night our chorus for the upcoming Christmas mass. That was so fun.. I found some pictures of us in the Christmas mass when we were in 7th and 8th grade. We look so young, remember when your Mom would get mad at us when we liked to chew gum in mass, lol she made us spit it out in her hand, then when she wasnt looking you would get in her purse and get out two more pieces..I am going to be at christmas mass this year and I hope you can make it too!

Mom lit a candle on 30th November, 2008:

I dyed my hair today. I was thinking of all the times you wanted to dye your hair. It usually at 9pm at night when you get these ideas. But we dyed it and you liked it. I love your hair and could brush or comb it for hours. I remember how when you were little you would watch TV and I had your hair in a pony tail tie on top of your head and you would twirl it and I thought you would take off any minute. You still twirled your hair no matter what age. I was always amazed how you could twirl it and not get knots in it. I love you Grace. You and April are my world and always will be. Love Mom

Tasha lit a candle on 24th November, 2008:

Why did you leave me that day? I wasn't ready for you to say goodbye, as I look into the heavens with tears in my eyes, I wasn't ready for you to die. My friend why did you leave and not say goodbye? With so many questions and no answers as to why. I would have gone with you, however God knows best and took you home to give you rest. I was not ready, no not just yet.

Mom lit a candle on 9th November, 2008:

My birthday was this week and Joan said I was out of it. But a few days before my birthday a Dragonfly was flying around my shop and I tried to get it (you) to fly outside after I said hello sweetie but of course it (you)did not listen to me. I found it the next day and it had a heart on it. I know it was a sign from you. Thank you for remembering me I knew you would not forget me. I love you so much. Love Mom

Mom lit a candle on 8th October, 2008:

I miss you so much but I keep remembering a dream I had and you said you were happy and not in pain any more. I wish I could have taken your pain away. I wish many things but the one I wish the most is that you were here with me. I love you and my little girl.

Mom lit a candle on 3rd August, 2008:

Hi My Grace,
Things here are okay Mikel's baby shower was today I brought her pink outfits, pink socks, pink snuggly and a rubber ducky simliar to one you had for her baby girl. She knew what the pink color meant. I saw something today and it says what I say everyday. "If tears could build a stairway, and memories a lane to I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again". Safe a place for me next to you. I love you soooo much

Mom lit a candle on 14th July, 2008:

July 9th was your birthday Miss Kari call and told me her and Esther brought flowers and put them in the Ocean at New Symrna beach. When they went to buy the flowers a Celine Dion song was playing on the radio and when they place the flowers in the water they didn't leave they hung around for a while. Nicole we all miss you so much. I miss your smile and hugs love you lots

Stacy lit a candle on 2nd June, 2008:

I never met you Nicole, I saw your picture at the dance recitle last night. You are a beautiful girl. My heart goes out to your family. You are at peace with our heavenly father.

Tasha lit a candle on 24th May, 2008:

Hey girl. I miss you everyday. Never will I ever forget you and your crazy ways. I loved how you always said how you feel. I wanna talk to you again. As my birthday gets closer it gets harder and harder to think about. That was the last day we say eachother, remember? You were the only one that would hang out with me on my birthday. Love you girl, see ya soon. MUAH!

Rhonda lit a candle on 9th May, 2008:

Fly with the Angels

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Mom lit a candle on 2nd April, 2008:

Well April's Fools Day is today but no one played a joke on me today like you would. I miss your jokes, my worrying about you and the way you would say "MOMMYYYYYYYYY". I always knew what you meant to me and what you still mean to me. You gave me so much joy and so much love you still give me love and joy. I have pictures of you every where and especially in my heart. Miss you so much.

Love MOMMYYYYYYYYYYYY

Dad lit a candle on 16th March, 2008:

Hi Baby, I miss you so much, the pain is still here but its getting better. Life will never be the same without you.

God,

I know you gave your precious Son
To give us life with You. But I didn’t want my daughter to leave, Cause she was precious too. We all are precious in your eyes And all to you return.
I know my daughter will not come back,
And I still have much to learn. Our time on earth is for learning, And when our lessons are through, Our spirit chooses the time we leave, And we come back to you. My precious daughter is with you, And there will be a day,
That I too will leave this earthly place, And you will light my way.
I know your arms will be open, And I will have a smile, To see my God and precious daughter, I will then become Your child.

Mom lit a candle on 24th February, 2008:

How was your first Valentine's Day in Heaven mine here was okay. Dad gave me 12 pink roses in honor of you which was a very sweet thing. I took him to Pisces Rising for dinner and we had an awesome waiter. God sent you 3 Angels David D, Brian then Albert. All good guys. Watch over them and hug them for me once in a while. I hug you everyday with my love and miss you more every day. Say hi to Jesus for me and ask him to give you a hug for me. I love you visit soon. Love Mom

Mom lit a candle on 20th February, 2008:

April told me my heart and head are not connecting with each other that you are gone. I think of you everyday and still can't believe you are not going to walk through the door and say "Mom guess what" or Mom guess what happended at Fat Cats". Valentines Day we went and saw Albert at Pisces Rising of course we got the best service. I like Albert alot he is a wonderful guy. I got my decal for my car dad will put it on this weekend. I miss you come see me soon I need one of your hugs. Love Mom

Rae lit a candle on 9th February, 2008:

i miss you so much. I miss your calls to me everyday telling me how your day was and such. I miss seeing your pretty face. I miss the skipping and falling down on our butts in the mall. i miss you so much. hope all days so far up in the good palace are fun and beautiful. i hope you are watching over us all. we all miss you and still love you more than words can say honey. RIP...you will always be in our hearts and prayers.

Kim (POS) lit a candle on 4th February, 2008:

I'm so sorry for your loss. She is so beautiful. Peace, Kim - Mom of Logan

Dad lit a candle on 7th January, 2008:

My dearest Nicole, sorry I have not been here for awhile, every time I come here I cry. The holidays have come and gone, it was so hard to get through them without you. I try and talk to you a couple of times a day. Of course your always in my prayers. I need you to come see me soon. I love you so much and miss you beyond belief. Sorry not much for words today, I have had a terrible 3 days at work. Listen for me, I'm not use to you not getting the last word in! Love you baby girl.

Jo Ann Ulrich lit a candle on 4th January, 2008:

I worked with your Mom at Lucent and met you a few times through that connection. I remember then how much energy and charm you had. It seems that you grew into a very lovely young lady who made her friends and family very proud.

**A sunset on earth is a sunrise in Heaven.

Uncles Jerry & Don lit a candle on 31st December, 2007:

Christmas just wasn't the same without you! We Love and Miss you lots!

April lit a candle on 26th December, 2007:

How was YOUR Christmas? Nice b'day bash for Jesus in Heaven yesterday? I'm sure it was. :) I still wish you were here instead because I miss you so much. Continue to watch us, you little brat. I love you, lil sis!

Mom lit a candle on 16th December, 2007:

Dad and I went shopping today for Christmas and saw a pair of sweatpants I wanted to buy got you. It said Baby Girl on it. I did buy some stuff for you earlier this year they are ornaments I will put them on the tree. I miss you so much. I talk to you everyday waitng for you to argue with me but you don't. I love you Tweety Pie with all my heart.

Luis lit a candle on 2nd December, 2007:

Nicole, I still miss you so much. there is not a day that goes by that i dont think of you. Just do me one favor, stay out of trouble up there at least till i arrive. I love you babe.

April lit a candle on 19th November, 2007:

Thank you for talking to me in my dream the other night. It was so real that it hurt when I woke up. We had a good talk but mostly, THANK YOU for telling me, "I LOVE YOU". You are missed so much, honey. Guess what? Kieran's taking your spot at the "left-handed" seat at the dinner table because though he is right-handed, he eats with his left! Keep watching us, butterfly because we need you. I LOVE YOU NICOLE MARIE!!

Aunt Phyllis & Uncle Bob lit a candle on 18th November, 2007:

There hasn't been a day we haven't thought of you. The picture of you in your prom dress now has a permanet place on our frig. As we gaze upon you, we long to hold you in our arms. But can now only hold you in our hearts, thoughts and prayers. Say hi to God for us! We love and miss you!!!!!!!

Mikel Anne :) lit a candle on 18th November, 2007:

We love and miss you so much lil sis! I can still hear your laughter as we get into trouble at the shop, and your mom fussing at us to quiet down.... You need to be here with us!! I cant get into trouble on my own!! (ok, maybe I can.... but it WAY more fun with YOU!!!) You will always be the little sister I never had. I treasure every moment we spent together. LOVE YOU!!!

Luis lit a candle on 9th November, 2007:

Nicole we still miss you and we ar finding it very hard to get by without you but one thing is for sure, we are all standing by each others' sides just like you would want us to. it has been a whole month already and i still cant believe it. I just tell myself everyday that you are in a better place and that you are no onger in pain and that makes me feel a little better. i love you nicole, and we all miss you.

Unknown lit a candle on 2nd November, 2007:

God Bless. From what I have been told you were a great kid. As some would say an angel waiting to go back home early.

April (her sister) lit a candle on 18th October, 2007:

Now, it starts to set in baby girl. I miss you very much and love you more than you know. The boys miss you, too. I'm at a loss for words - hard to believe coming from me - I guess I just want everyone to know how much I love you, no matter what, I LOVE YOU! RIP Cole

ANT lit a candle on 13th October, 2007:

I will miss you but you will never be forgotten your smile will be burned into my memory forever maybe one day we will meet again.

Jim Moore lit a candle on 13th October, 2007:

Nicole, Thanks for the memories. I will never forget you. Say Hi to Earnhardt for me (I know your with him).

Larkin and Skye lit a candle on 12th October, 2007:

We love you. You're in our memories...keep us in yours. xoxoxoxo Larkin and Skye

Amber Roberts lit a candle on 12th October, 2007:

Hey chick i know we weren't the bestest friends but we did have good times.Your greatly loved and greatly missed.
R.I.P Nicole Czernuch

*DANIELLE~COON* lit a candle on 11th October, 2007:

Nicole I miss you so much already. growing up together with you has been amazing, from elementary through highschool. I still have our gradutation pictures with your big smile.. I can't believe this is happening!! We were just becoming close again. You'll always be in my heart. I love you babigirl!!*MUAH*
R.I.P

Mya Thornton lit a candle on 11th October, 2007:

Nikki... all that keeps running through my mind is the great times we spent having fun in Choir... the fun while it lasted I will cherish. I cherish your friendship. I'm sorry we could't stay in touch more, especially since I moved to NC... I hope you're in Heaven and I'll see you there someday... it was too soon and we all dont know why only you and God... be we Love you....Goodbye. and R.I.P. keep smilin..

Tina lit a candle on 11th October, 2007:

Nicole,I love and miss you so much. we were not friends for a very long time. but you impacted my life. your memory will live on in our hearts forever.

Stephanie Howell lit a candle on 11th October, 2007:

We never got the chance to become really close for whatever reason and all I keep thinking about is the last time I saw you. You asked me how I was doing after we exchanged hugs & kisses on the cheek. I really wish I wasn't so shy or insecure and had gotten your number that night so that I could've called you to ask you that same question. I know that we would've found we really weren't all that much different. I just pray that you're in a better place now and I hope you know that your soul has impacted my life among many others forever. Rest in peace, you deserve much better things than what this world has to offer. There is so much more to say about such a beautiful, caring, and sweet person.. I wish peace & intense love to you, your family, friends, and all those suffering from this misfortunate event. We all miss you & you will never be forgotten Nicole.

Kara lit a candle on 11th October, 2007:

I'll miss you so much Nicole. We we're the babies of Fatcats, and we were just starting to get so close. I know you're in a better place, and you better have a game of pool ready when I see you again. Maybe you'll be better than me! So practice that stroke, girl. Your an amazing girl, and you had one of the most welcoming smiles. I love you sweetheart. A bay bay!xoxoxox

Stephanie lit a candle on 10th October, 2007:

You had so many friends that would have gladly shared your burden had they known the pain you were in. May you find rest for your troubled soul. You are another beautiful rose plucked out too early from the garden of life...Rest in peace.

Luis Izquierdo lit a candle on 10th October, 2007:

Nicole, We love you and we will never forget you. You were an angel here on earth and now you are an angel in heaven. I love you.

Angelina lit a candle on 10th October, 2007:

I hope to God you knew how much I cared.
I love you and miss you terribly. RIP.

Kelley lit a candle on 10th October, 2007:

I wish there was something I could do, so I guess I'll just pray. RIP Nicole.

CHELSEY lit a candle on 10th October, 2007:

R.I.P. NiiCOLE.. YOU ARE MiiSSED SO MUCH && WiiLL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN.. LOVE YOU GiiRL && SEE YOU SOON..

Cierra lit a candle on 9th October, 2007:

You will be in my heart forever. R.I.P. my love.. i miss you.

BigRed (Kris Gibson) lit a candle on 9th October, 2007:

With all the tears shed there were just as many prayers for you! We all love you dearly! You will never be forgotten! R.I.P.

JASON E WALKER lit a candle on 9th October, 2007:

NICOLE WHAT WE HAD ILL NEVER FORGET ILL MISS YOU GIRL " I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU "

Anna lit a candle on 9th October, 2007:

Oh sweetie. I miss you already.
Please watch over us. I love you.
Everything will be ok now.

Luis Izquierdo lit a candle on 9th October, 2007:

Nicole, We love you. You will always be in our hearts and in our soul. We miss you baby. RIP Nicole.

Brersecherpib lit a candle on 2nd March, 2010:

Hello to EveryBody!

i've just joined here and wanted to say hi to all of you!I really hope to give something back to this board...

Cheers

Esther lit a candle on 20th February, 2010:

Hello love,

Just wanted to remind you that I think about you every day. I find myself especially thinking about you every time I dance, but I think that's because you are really with me every time I dance. I really miss you. I really look forward to seeing you in dance class this Tuesday. :) Love you.

Mom lit a candle on 20th February, 2010:

I talked to Luis today. He has a new baby and they named the baby a boy after you. His name is Nikolas. You touched so many people and I am very proud you are my daughter. You still amaze to this day with all you have done and how highly think about you. you are the best.

I miss you a lot it does not get easier to live without you.

Love Mom

Mom lit a candle on 19th January, 2010:

Well I got the courage and strength to go through your stuff in your room. I saved many of your t shirts packed up some of your stuff. It is still very hard for me to beleive you are not coming back. Part of me hopes it is not true but then the other part knows you will not be here. I still refuse to except it. Like today it was like Nicole you are missing dinner and you would have liked dinner and ask myself does she know what she is missing. I know its crazy but it is how I feel. I love you my little one and miss you

Luis lit a candle on 14th November, 2009:

Its been a while since I have been on here. But that doesnt mean I dont think about you everyday still. I miss you as much as ever and love you very much. I have a baby boy on the way. We are naming him Nikolas. I am very happy to see that people still stop in and talk to you. Everything has been different without you. Cant wait to see you again.

Thanks to all the people who keep our Nicole's memories alive and remember her every day.

Luis

mom lit a candle on 10th November, 2009:

Hi Sweetie,

Jada Nycole was born. I have not seen her in person but the pictures are beautiful. I miss you so much and wish you were still here driving me nuts. I miss your smile and hugs.

Love Mom

Mom lit a candle on 6th October, 2009:

I miss you so much. I can't believe its been 2 years almost. It seems like yesterday. I am going to Houston on Thursday but first I will go to church I am having a mass said in your honor. Lisa will be there unless she has her baby Jada Nycole. Love you lots.

Love Mom
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Mom lit a candle on 17th September, 2009:

We went on our trip to Spain, Czeck Republic and Greece it was great. Uncle Don asked what would have said when we left "don't leave me take me with you you know I don't like to stay home alone". I did take you with me I took one of your stuffed animals. a small teddy bear with a red rose, and we took pictures. We went to a Crystal Factory and I found a Crystal Statue of a girl dancing I bought it home to you. It looks like you in the red dress. We saw butterflies everywhere we went. The side of a building, hanging from the mall ceiling, at the market and high above Athens at the Acropolis. Awesome. Miss you my little one. Love Mommy

Your 22nd lit a candle on 13th July, 2009:

Hello My little Girl,
The day was good but sad. I miss you so. Dad and I went to dinner and toasted you and then Tasha came by with James to see us. She gave you a rose in your garden. I had a mass said for you of course I cried. But when I think of you and all you have lived through and might have lived through I cry. I cry because of everything we are missing movies, boyfriends, jobs and stuff. I love you and you were not suppose to leave me. But I will see you one day.
Love Mom xxxxxxxxxxoooooooooo

Mom lit a candle on 6th June, 2009:

I just finished watching Mighty Ducks 3. I remember when we would watch Mighty Ducks and Mighty Ducks 2 and all our girly movies. I want to go see Girlfriends Past because that would be a movie we would go see together. There are many more out there like Momma Mia I waited for DVD. It took me a while to watch PS I Love You. There are so many things I miss even the arguing. Miss you little girl lots and love you even more.

Love Mom

Jean lit a candle on 13th February, 2009:

Hey Nicole,
My sister finally made it down to Florida and we went to your mom's quilt shop on a Monday a few weeks ago. It was a rainy day but had to go anyway. Your mom was teaching a class but managed to spend time with me and my sister. I made your mom and dad a quilted wall hanger with your graduation picture on the most beautiful butterfly material - you look beautiful amongst all the butterflies. Your mom looks great but can still see the ache in her eyes of missing you so very much. You keep protecting us and I know you are the sweetest angel up there. Miss and Love you Nicole.

Darrel Pacheco lit a candle on 9th January, 2009:

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Angelina lit a candle on 30th December, 2008:

Thinking of you, always.
Wish I could hold your hand one more time.

Mom lit a candle on 25th December, 2008:

Its Christmas Eve and I had no one to count the days till Christmas like you always did. You loved Christmas it was your holiday. I will put flowers in your garden tomorrow pink carnations and white glads wiht a holiday flare. Then we will go to the Uncles house. Aunt Cindy, Uncle Walter,Uncle Vincey, Hazel,Sam,Tyrone,Ty,Kamiaha,April, David,Drayden and Kieran will be there. I know you will be there as you are in my heart always but it is not the same without you in my arms. Merry Christmas my little one I love you lots.

Love Mom

Gabrielle Robinson lit a candle on 17th December, 2008:

Nicole,

We weren't best friends but we did attend middle and high school together. I remember you as a girl who always had a smile on her face and was nice to everyone. You were a great person and the times we did speak or had classes together, you were always very bubbly and a joy to be around. I know you are in a better place...with God and Jesus and all the angels. You will be remembered fondly and loved by all who knew you.

Thanksgiving lit a candle on 9th December, 2008:

You cooked with April on Thanksgiving and I took one of your stuffed animals with me. It is a cat and it was sitting on you dresser. Gram is here visitng come say hi to her.
I am sick and in bed dad went upstairs and collected all the different medicines you had. So now you are taking care of me. We went to MGM with the Uncles and gram and saw many many angels. Love you lots Mom

ashley lit a candle on 26th November, 2008:

Hey Cole*
Just wanted to say Happy Thanksgiving. I know you are watching over all of us, keeping us safe, and I thank you for that..thinking about you constantly!
Love you girl!!

Ashley Brenner lit a candle on 11th November, 2008:

Hey cole, stopping in to say hi! And I miss you so much..Can you believe that DJ left for the army? Please watch over him.. he always did have a thing for you!!! LOL
Love you
Talk to you soon!

AshleyB lit a candle on 14th October, 2008:

Hey girl I feel so bad. I didn't know about this site until the other day at your memorial service, I just keep leaving you messages on myspace.. So things have changed since you have been gone, but remember that everyone loves you and no-one has forgotten you. We are all staying in touch and keeping each other close, like you would want us to. I am so sorry that we didn't stay close the past 3yrs but I want you to know that I love you and miss you very much, this has taught me so much. I have learned never to go to bed angry, if a friend needs to talk you need to listen, don't hold any grudges, and keep God first in your life! I love you Cole and you are thought of daily!

Mom lit a candle on 21st September, 2008:

Just missing you like there is no tomorrow. I need to feel your arms around me hugging me. I love you more than anything in the world. Love you much

Shannon lit a candle on 19th July, 2008:

I love you baby girl! I miss you! Wish you were here. Youre not in any pain anymore. I wish I could have been there more for you.. To talk to at anytime of the night. I miss you so much. It's hard to think about alot of things without thinking about you. LOve you <3

Shaina lit a candle on 12th July, 2008:

Hey girl... It was so hard for me on your birthday to keep it together for your mom... and I know when she reads this she will kick my butt for not celebrating your life but it is just so hard because I miss you so much. We all told stories about good times we had with you and I couldnt tell her any of mine because we were mostly drunk lol... but we had so much fun... muddin in the woods and watchin Robby play the drums and when I found my cat bruce out at Robbys. I miss you so very much and I will always think of you everyday...

Mom lit a candle on 27th May, 2008:

Memorial Day was today. We were all at the house and after company left April, Uncles Jerry and Don, Drayden, Kieran were in the kitchen talking and I felt you there with us. I know you were there laughing with us and hanging on me. Kieran told me he kissed your picture today. Drayden, Kieran and I weeded your garden and there was a butterfly then another one showed up.
I love you.

April lit a candle on 16th May, 2008:

Just dropping by to say I love you and I miss you. Always on my mind and in my heart...Your big sis

Dad lit a candle on 28th April, 2008:

Hello my sweet, we were at Bikefest this weekend, it was a good time, I missed you but I could feel your arms wrapped around me as I was riding. I asked you to ride with me and you did. Someday you and I will ride the clouds together, and my heart will be whole again.

Well shes walking through the clouds
With a circus mind thats running round.
Butterflies and zebras And moonbeams and fairy tales Thats all she ever thinks about Riding with the wind.

When Im sad, she comes to me With a thousand smiles, she gives to me free.
Its alright she says its alright
someday you'll be with me.

Fly on little wing,

April Mae lit a candle on 27th March, 2008:

What up, brat? Just dropping by to say hello and that I miss you and so do the boys. You lit up my world and it's just too bad that I didn't realize it more while you were here. Thanks for ALL the memories, baby. Love you much!

Angelina lit a candle on 3rd March, 2008:

Sometimes I feel like I can't function. I see you everywhere. I'm selfish. I want you here all the time. I miss you so much. I hope heaven is everything everyone says it is. xoxo

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 20th February, 2008:

Dear Nicole,

I want to light this candle for you and to tell your mom I appriciate the candle she lit for my daughter Kristy. I feel her pain of losing a child. No matter what age they are, they still are our children and they are so very special to us. Nicole, please stay close to your family and help them. Karen

April lit a candle on 16th February, 2008:

So, I've learned that my heart and my head are not in the same place. My head knows you're gone, but not my heart. And, I keep having these days that make me so sad and it's my head giving my heart "doses" of reality. One day, there won't be anymore bad days. I miss you so much! Life is not the same; it never will be the same - just different. Thank you, God, for giving me 20 wonderful years with her. I know 20 years is nothing compared to the eternity we will share when we're all in heaven. Keep on coming to me when I need you. I love you and miss you so much. You're still a brat!

Karen Pelletier ( Kristy Pelletier's mom) lit a candle on 7th February, 2008:

I light this candle tonight for your daughter Nicole. I just found this site and I want to send you my deepest condolences for your daughter Nicole. I lost my daughter Kristy on June 25, 2007 from a very rare disease called Moyamoya. She was 21 years old and so full of life. I miss her so much. Please feel free to visit her site. My thoughts and prayers are with your loving family. I pray that our Lord Jesus comforts them in their time of need. God Bless. Karen

Kris (Ashley Stuart's Mom) lit a candle on 19th January, 2008:

You were a little older than my precious angel, and so many of your pictures remind me of her, the smile, the poses. You were both too young to go. Keep eachother company and be there when yoour family needs you. Life will never be the same for your family or me. Sweet Dreams and rest in peace

Mom lit a candle on 7th January, 2008:

Christmas came and went New Years came and went. I miss you coming down the stairs Christmas morning saying Santa was here and waking up Dad. Of course I was up for hours waiting for you. Me making breakfast for you and Dad. I miss your smiling face opening all your gifts. The tree was bare with no presents for you but I brought you and ornament and a card its it waiting for you to open. New Years and no phone call from you but Albert, Jerry, Stevi and Larkin called and Luis stopped by earlier so it was good. April, David and boys spent New Years Eve with us. I miss you so much I wished you a Happy New Year did you hear me. I know your holidays in Heaven were beautiful because you sent Uncle Bob a letter saying so. My tears are because I miss and Love you and I am very proud to call you My Little Baby Girl you are beautiful and you should be on the cover of every magazine. Love you so much Tweety Pie. Love Mom

ashley r lit a candle on 1st January, 2008:

youll never know how much we all miss you.i think about u all the time...i wish we could have spent more time together....now all we have are the good ole' times...i love you girl....r.i.p.

Bob & Phyllis lit a candle on 26th December, 2007:

MY FIRST CHRISTMAS IN HEAVEN

I SEE THE COUNTLESS CHRISTMAS TREES AROUND THE WORLD
BELOW, WITH TINY LIGHTS, LIKE HEAVEN'S STARS REFLECTING
ON THE SNOW, THE SIGHT IS SO SPECTACULAR, PLEASE WIPE
AWAY THAT TEAR, FOR I'M SPENDING CHRISTMAS WITH JESUS
CHRIST THIS YEAR

I HEAR THE MANY CHRISTMAS SONGS THAT PEOPLE HOLD SO
DEAR, BUT THE SOUNDS OF MUSIC CAN'T COMPARE WITH THE
CHRISTMAS CHOIR UP HERE. I HAVE NO WORDS TO TELL YOU,
THE JOY THEIR VOICES BRING, FOR IT IS BEYOND DESCRIPTION
TO HEAR THE ANGELS SING

I KNOW HOW MUCH YOU MISS ME, I SEE THE PAIN INSIDE YOUR
HEART, BUT I AM NOT SO FAR AWAY, WE REALLY AREN'T APART.
SO BE HAPPY FOR ME DEAR ONES, YOU KNOW I HOLD YOU
DEAR AND BE GLAD I'M SPENDING CHRISTMAS WITH JESUS
CHRIST THIS YEAR.

I SEND YOU EACH A SPECIAL GIFT FROM MY HEAVENLY HOME
ABOVE, I SEND YOU EACH A MEMORY OF MY UNDYING LOVE,
AFTER ALL LOVE IS THE GIFT, MORE PRECIOUS THAN PURE
GOLD, IT WAS ALWAYS MOST IMPORTANT IN THE STORIES JESUS TOLD

PLEASE LOVE AND KEEP EACH OTHER, AS MY FATHER SAID TO
DO, FOR I CAN'T COUNT THE BLESSINGS OR THE LOVE HE HAS FOR YOU.

SO HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS AND WIPE AWAY THAT TEAR
REMEMBER I AM SPENDING CHRISTMAS WITH JESUS CHRIST THIS YEAR

Midge Fredrick lit a candle on 22nd December, 2007:

What a remember from years back with the Pioneers is you a rambunctions pre-teen ager. You are obviously loved into eternity!!

April & The Boys lit a candle on 13th December, 2007:

Always thinking of you and wondering if you hear us talking to you every night. We all miss you. Love you!

Mom lit a candle on 25th November, 2007:

We were all together on Thanksgiving and you were there too. I know you were. We had real mashed potatoes. April did her usual menu and printed the menu for all to see what was for dinner and the background was a picture of our beautiful little girl. We all gave thanks for what we had or have. I felt you tap my shoulder twice to let me know you were home a few weeks ago I saw you and you looked happy but I miss you so much. I miss your face and your voice. Cierra sent me video of you in school and it makes me so happy to see you. LOVE YOU SO MUCH TWEETY PIE(GRACE)

Dad lit a candle on 19th November, 2007:

Baby Girl,

not a second goes by that your not on my mind. You were everything to me and Mom. Their is a hole in our heart that can never be filled. I know your with Jesus, I know you were at peace with God when you left because you said in your letter you'll be in heaven watching for us. I talk to you everyday and your in my thoughts and prayers continuously. That will never change. I love you and miss you so much it hurts. Someday God will call my name and I know we will have eternity together, thats what keeps me going. You were so loved by so many people. Miss you Baby girl and will talk again soon.

Love you 4 eternity

Dad

Angel came down from heaven yesterday
She stayed with me just long enough to rescue me,
And she told me a story yesterday,
About the sweet love between the moon and the deep blue sea.
And then she spread her wings, high over me,
She said she's going to come back tommorow.

And I said "Fly on my sweet angel,
Fly on through the sky,
Fly on my sweet angel,
Tomorrow I will be by your side"

Sure enough, this Angel came unto me,
Silver wings silhouetted against a childs sunrise,
And my angel, she said unto me,
"Today is the day, for you to rise.
Take my hand, you're gonna be my girl, you're gonna rise."
And then she takes me high over yonder.

And I said, "Fly on my sweet angel,
Fly on through the sky,
Fly on my sweet angel,
Forever I will be by your side!"

Chris Szerlag lit a candle on 18th November, 2007:

I'm so sorry to all of you for losing such a beautiful young lady. My son Brayden was born 10/7/07, and although it's not the same pain that all of you feel, it is similar. I know Nicole is in heaven watching over all of you, and with all these candles lit for her, she will keep the pathway lit until the time you are called to be with her. Stay strong, and know that you are not alone in your grief. With love, from Brayden's mom.

T lit a candle on 9th November, 2007:

Nicole-
Words can not express how you are much missed. Your mother is such a great person and she needs you! Be her angel! The one sitting on her shoulder, whispering in her ear, playing with her hair and make sure you fart once in awhile to annoy her. I only wish that you could have seen how much you would be missed and how many lives you have touched. I love you and miss you so much. I think of you daily!!

Jason w lit a candle on 7th November, 2007:

Baby gurl i still miss you soo much and i think about you everyday

Connie (Cole's Mom) lit a candle on 1st November, 2007:

I will never understand why you left but I know you are in Heaven watching over me and Dad. I miss you more than anything I miss you taking my socks and shoes. I miss my lunch time and your problems at work phone calls. I miss your long skinny arms around me. I miss you bright smile. I love you and miss you.
Love Mommy

Brian Stiffler lit a candle on 13th October, 2007:

I never met anyone who touched so many people and had so much of an impact on many different lives. You will be missed by all who ever had the pleasure of talking to you or getting to know you better. I am greatfull that you came into my life. I am sorry you had to go so soon. I will miss you always. Rest In Peace and watch over all of us.

Melissa lit a candle on 13th October, 2007:

Only God knows why you chose to leave us this way, but I will see you again someday! You live on in our music! RIP *Melissa

Matt Gray lit a candle on 12th October, 2007:

You are very much missed by a lot of people. One day we will hang out :)

TAMMY lit a candle on 12th October, 2007:

ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE WE HUNG OUT!! BUT YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MISSED AND LOVED

Kasey lit a candle on 11th October, 2007:

We'll never forget you, you were loved by many.

Brad Bearley lit a candle on 11th October, 2007:

WE MISS YOU SO MUCH!

Mya Thornton lit a candle on 11th October, 2007:

Nikki... all that keeps running through my mind is the great times we spent having fun in Choir... the fun while it lasted I will cherish. I cherish your friendship. I'm sorry we could't stay in touch more, especially since I moved to NC... I hope you're in Heaven and I'll see you there someday... it was too soon and we all dont know why only you and God... be we Love you....Goodbye. and R.I.P. keep smilin..

Amanda lit a candle on 11th October, 2007:

We miss you so much but you are in a better place looking down on all of us. May you RIP and we will meet again one day!

Ashton Hutcheson lit a candle on 11th October, 2007:

Nicole~ We never shared a bond of best friends but we did grow up together from elementry school thru high school. We had classes together and from the time we did get to share together you were always an up beat person with many laughs :)I hope you are free from all your pain and may you rest in peace sweetheart!! you are truly going to be missed and forever loved by so many.
**love Ashton

Brittany Bridges lit a candle on 10th October, 2007:

I love and miss you so much Nicole. I will never ever forget you. You were such an amazing person. RIP sweetie.

poulomi lit a candle on 10th October, 2007:

we love you... you will missed..RIP

Miss Evans 2B lit a candle on 10th October, 2007:

I love you and miss you more than you will ever know... your smile will be missed and right now im going through alot and cant understand why? But remember when your down to nothing... god is up to something!! AY BAY BAY AY BAY BAY!!! Luv ya Girlie

Sarah West lit a candle on 10th October, 2007:

Nicole,I will always think of you and i love you so much.... I know now you are at peace and will watch over us all. I miss you hunny. RIP Nicole

Rach lit a candle on 10th October, 2007:

You'll always be in my heart and prayers. Love and miss you dearly.

Jennifer Bridges Martin lit a candle on 10th October, 2007:

May God give you rest and peace.

Tasha lit a candle on 9th October, 2007:

I miss you so much already and love you forever..REST IN PEACE

Matt Thomas lit a candle on 9th October, 2007:

Nicole even though we didnt know each other that long, in the short time we had many laughs!! You will be missed..

Alyssa Slayton lit a candle on 9th October, 2007:

RIP, girlie. We all will miss you dearly. I will be praying for your family. I'll never forget you or the memories we had together. To this day i keep our picture in my wallet. I'll miss your big, beautiful smile. I love you!

Chelsea lit a candle on 9th October, 2007:

nicole, you will be missed but never forgotten, may you rest in peace.. we will miss you..